That was the worst panic attack I have had in over a year. An hour of screaming, crying, heavy breathing, feeling helpless, having no one to ask for help. It was only the feeling of anger than managed to stop it. Im a pathetic freak.
I seriously hate you. Why do you get everything I have worked so so hard for? When I get nothing!!! Doesn't matter anyway, looks like you have won. Have it. Then throw it all away like I know you will.
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